I was waiting for him in his house. As usual, he'll only arrive in KL in the late afternoon. Today, he called telling me that he won't reach KL until evening. A little disappointed, but it's okay, as long as he comes.
I went to shop for some groceries, thought we might as well stay home for dinner. I prepared everything and at around six-ish, I went to the kitchen to start cooking. Today pasta's on the menu. About half an hour later, I heard the opening of the door knob.
"Darling, I'm home." He came into the kitchen, with his hands hiding behind. When he saw me, he handed over a big bouquet of flowers. I always think that it's a waste of money, but once in a while, a girl needs these. I hugged and gave him a kiss. I retreated, as I was all sweating and I needed to get my dinner done. But he held me so hard, he didn't want to let go off me.
He started to kiss me all over. I told him, I was not ready, I was so sweaty and eeky. He said it was okay, as long as it's me. Just be me. Although the stove was off, nothing stopped us from having hot & steamy sex.
I guess dinner can wait after all...
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Monday, May 22, 2006
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
My Home
Upon arriving at his hometown I called him. I have always loved Melaka, even way before I knew him. I loved the olden days stuffs. Not to say i can afford all those antiques, but I just love them. All I can do is look. Being in a historical state really makes me feel more alive. Do I really belong here? Am I meant to be here?
Me - Hey, I'm here. Where are you?
He - I'm drinking with the guys. Come join us.
Me - I don't think so. You guys go ahead, I will wait for you at home
He - Why not? Come over. It's just us.
Me - No, I think it's kind of not convenient for me to be there. Then they will restrict their talks. I will wait for you, meanwhile I go out with your mum.
He - It's okay, just come, I want to see you.
That is why I always love him. He always make me feel important, feel wanted. Without much hesistation, I drove straight to the cafe. When he saw me, he came over to me and gave me a hug. I kissed him back. Then we talked a while.
After that, my phone rang. It was aunty (his mum). She asked me where was I and was concerned why I was still not there. She was worried. I told her I was held back by her precious son. She asked if I wanted to go jogging with her. I looked at Harry, he shook his head. I was surprised, as he always loved it when I go out with his mum. I still remember him telling me it would be nice if I accompany his mum for her daily routine walk up the hill. He added that I might loose to his mum if we race up the hill. He loves his mum that I sometimes get jealous. But I understand the fact that no one can substitute a mother.
Anyway, I told aunty that I can't join her as we had something on, but we will join her for dinner. After hanging up, I asked Harry why. He said it has been a week since he saw me, he wanted to spend more time with me. So sweet, I thought. It was really difficult to live so far apart. Actually to think of it, it isn't really that far after all, but sometimes when you are in love, even if you live next to each other, it seemed like it's million miles away.
I just love him.
Me - Hey, I'm here. Where are you?
He - I'm drinking with the guys. Come join us.
Me - I don't think so. You guys go ahead, I will wait for you at home
He - Why not? Come over. It's just us.
Me - No, I think it's kind of not convenient for me to be there. Then they will restrict their talks. I will wait for you, meanwhile I go out with your mum.
He - It's okay, just come, I want to see you.
That is why I always love him. He always make me feel important, feel wanted. Without much hesistation, I drove straight to the cafe. When he saw me, he came over to me and gave me a hug. I kissed him back. Then we talked a while.
After that, my phone rang. It was aunty (his mum). She asked me where was I and was concerned why I was still not there. She was worried. I told her I was held back by her precious son. She asked if I wanted to go jogging with her. I looked at Harry, he shook his head. I was surprised, as he always loved it when I go out with his mum. I still remember him telling me it would be nice if I accompany his mum for her daily routine walk up the hill. He added that I might loose to his mum if we race up the hill. He loves his mum that I sometimes get jealous. But I understand the fact that no one can substitute a mother.
Anyway, I told aunty that I can't join her as we had something on, but we will join her for dinner. After hanging up, I asked Harry why. He said it has been a week since he saw me, he wanted to spend more time with me. So sweet, I thought. It was really difficult to live so far apart. Actually to think of it, it isn't really that far after all, but sometimes when you are in love, even if you live next to each other, it seemed like it's million miles away.
I just love him.
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