Tuesday, June 23, 2015

The BookShop 4

I pushed opened the door, he was there looking at his feet. Then he turned to look at me. "I forgot to give you back the book." He walked over to me and swept me off my feet. He brought me to the cushions, laid me down and came so close to my face. He looked deep into my eyes. I could feel his heartbeat. His body was so warm on top of me. I didn't know what to do. 
He used his hand to push my hair from my face. He was looking at every inch of my face, adoring. He kissed lightly on my forehead, my eyes closed. Then he came up and our eyes met again. He kissed me on my lips gently. His lips were so warm, it felt so good... One of his hands was on the back of my head and another was at my back. Soon it found its way to my buttons, and unlocked the first one. Suddenly I look up and held his hand, stopping him. "This is wrong, I can't do this." 
"But it feels so right..." He is god damn right. I have never felt like this, or has it been a long while since I ever had a man in my life. I felt so comfortable, he kissed me again. And this time, I didn't stop him from doing anything else. I'm all his. He touched every part of me, his breathing grew fast, so did mine.

Before I knew it, he was inside me. I felt myself burning, it was great. 

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When I opened my eyes, I was in his arms. I think he is still sleeping. I sure hope he is still sleeping, the only thing I can think of now is to get out of here without waking him. I moved away from him, got up really quiet, put on my clothes, collecting everything else and made my way to the door. 

When I got into my car, the clock showed 330am. I quickly start the engine, and drove. As I was driving, there were so much going in my head. What happened? What have I done? Why did I do it? Why? I didn't even know his name, neither did he asked for mine. I have never done such thing, is this one of those one night stands people talk about? I don't like the thought of it, but I got to agree it felt great being with him. Everything felt so right. 

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