With the social networking nowadays, you cant seem to have secrets. Most of the things can be obtained from the net. Thank god no one brought their cameras into the battlefield the other day. Anyway, I found something. I saw Dr. P's status update - Dr P dont know where to start? Hmm, is he talking about me? He doesnt know where to start asking me to go out? What is it? Why do I care? I'm really not ready to go into another relationship just yet. Yes, having all that attention again is good. Every girl loves attention. I love attention too.
What do I do if he really confess? Where should we start? I dont want to start anything, I dont want to loose him as a friend either. I dont know what I want, women are just too fickle.
Today is a Thursday, my massage day. Do you think he will be there waiting for me again? Do you think we should share the same room again? Should I go today? Well, why not? I cant change my routine. So I changed and drove to my usual parlour. I felt my heart beating so fast while I push open the doors. But he wasnt there. No sight of him. I went in and had my massage.
I left for home. Logged on to FB and found a message in my inbox.
"Sorry unable to join you for massage tonight, something came up. Hope you had a great one."
Looking at the message made me think,
1) why is he telling me this?
2) has my massage routine been his routine as well?
I was puzzled, then my phone rang:
HE: Hi, how was your massage?
ME: Oh, great, just that my massuer was shock when she saw my back with those bruises
HE: I'm so sorry
ME: It's ok, u didnt do it
HE: Well, I did in a way. I asked you to play. Anyway, you free for dinner tomorrow?
ME: Should be ok
HE: Ok I'll pick you at 7
The next day seemed to be so slow. When the clock struck 5pm, I packed and left for home. I went up to dress myself. I was ready by 6pm.
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Friday, March 12, 2010
Thursday, March 11, 2010
From the first day (Pt III)
The day finally came. I was all dressed up to the game. In my camouflauge shirt and my cargo pants. He said he can pick me but I thought it would be better that I drive. When I reached there, people came to say hi. They kinda recognise me, but didnt ask where hubs was. They know. Oh dear, and now I am there because of Dr. P, what would they think.
Anyway, the game started, Dr. P brought me around. He kinda protected me. Cool, it's really nice, to feel the sence of security. I didnt really shoot though. I was just hiding behind the bushes and Dr P. Then suddenly I felt pain at my back. A lot of shots. I felt my tears coming out. It was really painful. Then I heard, STOP!!!
A newbie came up from behind and attacked us. According to the rules, they are not suppose to shoot at a certain distance, and this was way too near. My back was burning. Dr. P pushed the guy down and scolded him. He was going to start a fight, but the marshals stopped him. He came up to me and pulled me up. The newbie apologised so much, I know he didnt do it on purpose, but it was really painful. I said it was ok. Just that my pain activated the tear.
We changed and the guy came up to me several times apologising. Dr. P sat next to me the whole time and he apologised too, for bringing me to this game. I said it was ok, I'm sure there wont be scars. If there is, I'll go look for him. He said he will always be there. Anyway, I packed everything and said bye to them. Dave asked how I was too and he said sorry also. Funny, it's ok, it's just a small matter. I left and went to my car. Only then I realised I left my keys on the bench. I went back and...
Dave: What are you doing? How can you scold the boy like that?
Dr P: He shouldnt shoot at that range. It's really dangerous.
Dave: Yes, we all know that. He didnt do it on purpose.
Dr P: I know, then he should learn the lesson this time
Dave: He sure did. You dont have to start a fight. You have to know your position. Is there something going on between you & her?
Dr P: Nothing is going on
Dave: You really think we dont know? There must be something.
Dr P: Nothing is going on between us. Yes, I like her, that's all and she doesn't know anything
Dave: Aha. I knew it
Dr P: Please, just don't say anything. She doesn't know anything
"Hey Jill, you still here? Thought you went home?" a guy asked from behind me. Both Dave & Dr P turned their attention to me, speechless.
ME: Hmmm... I .... ermm.... ( I was really shocked and lost of words) I left my keys, gonna take it back now.
I went pass Dave & Dr.P, to get the keys, and went straight to the car. Dr. P followed.
HE: Hi, erm, how's your back?
ME: Oh, ok, it's good.
HE: Remember to put some medicated lotion, the bruises will go off very soon
ME: Ok I will, I better get going.
HE: Erm... ok, take care.
I am really bad at this. I knew it, I knew he likes me, but when it really comes, I just dont know how to handle.
Anyway, the game started, Dr. P brought me around. He kinda protected me. Cool, it's really nice, to feel the sence of security. I didnt really shoot though. I was just hiding behind the bushes and Dr P. Then suddenly I felt pain at my back. A lot of shots. I felt my tears coming out. It was really painful. Then I heard, STOP!!!
A newbie came up from behind and attacked us. According to the rules, they are not suppose to shoot at a certain distance, and this was way too near. My back was burning. Dr. P pushed the guy down and scolded him. He was going to start a fight, but the marshals stopped him. He came up to me and pulled me up. The newbie apologised so much, I know he didnt do it on purpose, but it was really painful. I said it was ok. Just that my pain activated the tear.
We changed and the guy came up to me several times apologising. Dr. P sat next to me the whole time and he apologised too, for bringing me to this game. I said it was ok, I'm sure there wont be scars. If there is, I'll go look for him. He said he will always be there. Anyway, I packed everything and said bye to them. Dave asked how I was too and he said sorry also. Funny, it's ok, it's just a small matter. I left and went to my car. Only then I realised I left my keys on the bench. I went back and...
Dave: What are you doing? How can you scold the boy like that?
Dr P: He shouldnt shoot at that range. It's really dangerous.
Dave: Yes, we all know that. He didnt do it on purpose.
Dr P: I know, then he should learn the lesson this time
Dave: He sure did. You dont have to start a fight. You have to know your position. Is there something going on between you & her?
Dr P: Nothing is going on
Dave: You really think we dont know? There must be something.
Dr P: Nothing is going on between us. Yes, I like her, that's all and she doesn't know anything
Dave: Aha. I knew it
Dr P: Please, just don't say anything. She doesn't know anything
"Hey Jill, you still here? Thought you went home?" a guy asked from behind me. Both Dave & Dr P turned their attention to me, speechless.
ME: Hmmm... I .... ermm.... ( I was really shocked and lost of words) I left my keys, gonna take it back now.
I went pass Dave & Dr.P, to get the keys, and went straight to the car. Dr. P followed.
HE: Hi, erm, how's your back?
ME: Oh, ok, it's good.
HE: Remember to put some medicated lotion, the bruises will go off very soon
ME: Ok I will, I better get going.
HE: Erm... ok, take care.
I am really bad at this. I knew it, I knew he likes me, but when it really comes, I just dont know how to handle.
From the first day (Pt II)
It was the weekly massage day again. Then I remembered Dr.P. It has already been a week since we went massage together and shared conversations over a cup of coffee. And only then I remembered we didnt exchanged numbers. How could this happened? No wonder he hasnt called. Now how am I suppose to contact him? Or is that all? Dont think he is going to call hubs or friends to ask for my number. Me neither.
As I swung open the massage parlours door, there he was sitting there.
HE: Hi
ME: Hi, is this a coincident?
HE: Nope, I purposely came to wait for you. Hehe, no, the massuer is too good. I need to come back.
(What an excuse)
The girl at the counter said, "Hi, I'm so sorry, we do not have enough rooms. Since you know each other, can you share the twin room?
ME: Huh? Really? When is the next available time?
SHE: We close at 10, so this is the last call.
HE: It's ok, she can go in.
ME: Hmm... that's not right, you came first. You go in.
HE: Ok, I'm ok to share, if you're alright. I promise I dont snore.
Well, since I need this massage so much and thai-style can leave our clothes on, I agreed. This is kind of fast, sharing a massage room with a stranger. Dont know whether it's a good thing or bad. Anyway, I didnt sleep for that 1.5 hours again. He didnt too, and I felt him looking at me quite a number of times. I just pretended to sleep. He did removed his shirt though and yes I did took a peep while he looked the other way. He was so well built, with tattoos here & there.
After that, we went for a drink again. He finally asked for my number. We laughed and talked. I know he went there to meet me. I knew it. I was flattered.
When I reached home, I got an sms from him, "good nite, had a great night". I replied, "me too."
The next morning, fairly early in the morning, he called, asking me to join him for the game this weekend. After much persuades, I said yes and told him to make sure, no one I know goes.
As I swung open the massage parlours door, there he was sitting there.
HE: Hi
ME: Hi, is this a coincident?
HE: Nope, I purposely came to wait for you. Hehe, no, the massuer is too good. I need to come back.
(What an excuse)
The girl at the counter said, "Hi, I'm so sorry, we do not have enough rooms. Since you know each other, can you share the twin room?
ME: Huh? Really? When is the next available time?
SHE: We close at 10, so this is the last call.
HE: It's ok, she can go in.
ME: Hmm... that's not right, you came first. You go in.
HE: Ok, I'm ok to share, if you're alright. I promise I dont snore.
Well, since I need this massage so much and thai-style can leave our clothes on, I agreed. This is kind of fast, sharing a massage room with a stranger. Dont know whether it's a good thing or bad. Anyway, I didnt sleep for that 1.5 hours again. He didnt too, and I felt him looking at me quite a number of times. I just pretended to sleep. He did removed his shirt though and yes I did took a peep while he looked the other way. He was so well built, with tattoos here & there.
After that, we went for a drink again. He finally asked for my number. We laughed and talked. I know he went there to meet me. I knew it. I was flattered.
When I reached home, I got an sms from him, "good nite, had a great night". I replied, "me too."
The next morning, fairly early in the morning, he called, asking me to join him for the game this weekend. After much persuades, I said yes and told him to make sure, no one I know goes.
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